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Thursday, March 29, 2007
>>>

tuesday:
went back to school.
there was no mass stretch.
we had to define BEAUTY by looking at the sec1 skits.
my class went to 1E2.
MYGOSH!
they're darn rude lah.
they talk so much and so LOUD.
but when performing,we cant hear a single thing!
we were all laughing at the skit of 'Barbie World'!
some of us were singing along too!
LOL.

had Math test today.
it was quite easy(:
i think i can score quite well. i hope.
we were all doing math sums during lessons.
and clarifying our doubts on certain topics.
hahah!
& i swear that Lit lesson is super boring now.
learning about poetry.
it's just the teacher. not the subject.

wednesday:
Eng lesson was FUNNY!!
we had CME presentation.
my group used chocs to represent the diff races.
then the chocs were all melting!
Dash grp's one was the funniest!
they didnt have sweets to give out if we answered a qn correctly unlike sathiya's grp so they decided to let us choose whoever to dance or sing from their grp.
i was the first to answer!
then i chose NanaChong.
but being herself, she was not cooperative.
so in the end we had to sing the chicken dance song while the rest of the grp did the steps.
then Dash did the LAUGH!
it's darn freaky please.
but also Super Hilarious!
Everyone was laughing like crazy!(:

stayed back to practice for ComPraise.
Jockay never fails to make funny noises!
that makes me laugh!(:

today:
woke up really tired in the morning.
so i was super sleepy during lessons.
lessons after recess was better.
mrchua brought his guitar today.
cause we're learning about Sound.
Oh! he wanted to ask me to sing to the whole class like yesterday or something.
dont know for what also lah.
i think like pitching/frequency.
yeah. but i didnt want to.
haha!

mrskwok hasnt returned us our papers yet! ):
stayed back for Cf.
didnt go for remedial cause i had to go for Cf earlier.
practised for ComPraise.
the last song was quite messy.
cause some parts were really very high.
but overall it was not bad!(:
Maundi Thursday!
it's supposed to be next week but there's no cf.
so we did it today.
the washing of feet was really meaningful.
it was a good experience!

bus-ed home with jeanette(:
SAJC Life Concert tml!:DDD
i cant wait!

{ i was alone out there } 10:42 PM


Monday, March 26, 2007
>>>

saturday:
didnt go for camy cause i had tummyache :(
after taking medicine and some rest i felt better(:
then in the afternoon, met my bro @j8.
bought Subway for lunch.
and followed him ard to look for clothes.
couldnt find any nice clothes so we went home.
then, we changed super fast cause we were late.
cabbed with him to Living Sanctuary Brethen Church,
his friends'(The Raz twins') church.
he wanted to check it out and i followed.
the worship is quite like ours but i still prefer Rage's one((:
then we split up into cells.
it was according to age so i went to their sis's cell.
i got to know her more and she's very friendly(:
& the twins say that she got their genes.
haha! so ego.
then followed their cell to dinner.
then back to church as they were having sec2 bonding.
played in the chapel while waiting for my bro to come back from dinner with the other cell.
had lotsa fun with those little kids.
cause i was the tallest!:D
bus-ed back to yishun with the twins.

my bro&i decided to go to their house.
so we walked from the bus stop with them.
my bro was telling Rasmus about a friendship problem with his best friend last time and didnt want me to hear so i walked in front with Rastus.
hmph!
so we chatted abit along the way.
watched Final Destination2 @ their house.
although i've watched it before, it still gross me out!
at least they censored those gory parts(:
walked home with my bro after that.

sunday:
cell @ easb.
we went into the room instead of the canteen.
rachael came to join our cell.
then cabbed back to church for service.
i think the prayer after the sermon was good!(:
couldnt go for street e cause i had to go for an outing.
walked to redhill mrt with two sec1s; eunice&tiff.
they're so cute!((:
so i took a train to hougang.
then changed to bus 87.
i was supposed to meet the twins' cell @their church.
but somehow, i went the wrong direction.
so i was late!!
Rasmus,Kevin & my bro was waiting for me.
so sorry to keep you all waiting.
so we cabbed to ECP as the rest was there alr.
went rollerblading & cycling.
although i wasnt very good at rollerblading,
i chose to do it.
and i was like the slowest.
ohmygosh, so lonely lah cause i was behind.
then the ohsokind twins accompanied me.
i was the slowest and they were the fastest lah.
hahah! TOTAL OPPOSITE.
rastus went ahead when we were reaching bedok jetty.

and Suddenly, I FELL!!
i tripped on this huge seed thing and fell to the side.
luckily i didnt fall into the drain.
but as i was supporting my weight with my right hand, i think it kind of sprained or something.
so i couldnt really put alot of pressure on it.
then rasmus helped me out.
THANKYOU.
then while rollerblading, i was getting a headache, my vision was blurred&i couldnt really hear properly.
it was like the noises were getting softer.
i was super scared cause i thought i would go deaf.
once we reached bedok jetty, i sat at the bench.
i told him to just go meet the rest first.
my bro came and asked me what happened.
then the rest came and prayed for me.
Thanks again.
i felt better, rest for awhile then we went back.
i cycled back instead of rollerblading and my bro ran.
then we stopped @the hawker centre.
the headache & blurred vision came back.
this time, it was worse.
so i came down from the bike and sat down.
they gave me this really salty water to drink.
cause i didnt eat lunch so it caused the headache.
i couldnt ride the bike as my right arm couldnt be straightened so the others left with my rollerblades as it was time to return them and i walked.
it was quite a long journey back.
at last, i reached.
we walked to the Chij(kc) bus stop.
bus-ed back with my bro and twins.
the journey was very very long.
so we fell asleep.

today:
didnt go to school as i went to get a checkup.
i was relieved as it wasnt a fracture.
it was just a sprain.
THANK GOD!!(:
so now i cant do Pe for 1 week.
and when writing, it hurts.
i cant tie my hair either cause bending too much hurts too.
and stretching my arm hurts too.
OHMAN. this sucks.
and Napfa Test is coming.
it's on 20april.( MY BIRTHDAY!!)
so i cant practise inclined pullups and all.
Booooo. :(((

Ahhhhh! Math Test tml!
okay i'm gonna revise.
i hope i pass this time round.

{ i was alone out there } 5:13 PM


Friday, March 23, 2007
>>>

Finally it's Friday.
this week has been tiring.
all the reports that i've been doing.
and homework too.

The prefect almost wanted to book erica&i for skirt.
but we said that this was a different one.
which is TRUE.
and our other one is at home.
learned more about how to write gong han.
Pe lesson.
mrCHOO told us about how he dislocated his kneecap.
so scary please.
and he cannot jump or hop anymore.
thats really sad ):
then we were timed for the 3rounds.
which is like 3/5 of 2.4km.
i got like 9mins plus.
SO SLOW!!!!!!!
i wanna get gold!
which is like quite impossible.
hahaha.
okay i shall aim for B for 2.4!(:
& so sad, we didnt take height&weight )):

Eng lesson was fun!;D
we split up into our Ne groups for discussion.
Nana chong's group was beside us so we kept talking.
but i managed to finish the script for the skit!(:
then we kept teasing Nana chong.
hahah! & erica asked Nana,
Erica: Nana, do you know what's porn?
Nana: Ohyes! it is the one where you go fishing lah.
WE: (LAUGHING LIKE MAD!!!!!)
Nana: (started laughing too).
Me: Uh, do you even know why we are laughing?
Nana: Uh, No.
WE: (Laugh More!)
LOL!
Nana is like darn innocent and lame please.
there was a performance by our sch band for assembly.
we kept cheering!(:
and this guy came to talk to us about blogging.

macs with char,bevin&anna.
after eating, went to Tierneys to look for candies.
bought a small carton of Floridas Natural&chocolote bunnies after a very very long time cause i didnt know what to buy!
haha.
Erica,Chandini&Nana came.
then Nana started making us laugh somemore!
she darn hilarious!
they left and Char&i started doing Math hw.
finished most of it alr then walked to the bus stop.
it was drizzling at first then suddenly it started pouring!
so char&i were running.
and anna was walking slowly behind.
hahaha!
bus-ed home with anna.

{ i was alone out there } 10:13 PM


Thursday, March 22, 2007
>>>

tuesday:
mass stretch.
mskaur was angry cause many girls didnt wear pe attire.
and Lianne kept shouting to mskaur.
i think she's ok lah.
i mean like everyone's like making fun of her just because she and sudden "outbursts" but i think she's just super hyperactive or something.
man, this year's secones are really weird.
all the LIANZXZXZ and stuff.
eng hr was super funny.
chang ran up to ans the qn but it was only trial run.
so got no points.

science lesson was fun.
did hands-on stuff in groups.
we had to join atoms and stuff.
and mrchua said that we're gonna be the last.
then he said, the last grp will have to buy chocs.
but in the end we werent the last!
yay. Lol.
went to library for Prodots.
Sab's,Chang's and my group were there.
we were like crapping and talking alot.
but at times it was abit annoying.
& Sab was imitating LIANZXZX poses!
it was darn funny lah.
and we were laughing alot.

macs w/ chang,gay,dash,charice&pearl.
everyone else left except me,chang and charice.
chang &i were doing our math and char went over to jiahui's table, UGH.
yeah then walked to Adam Road hawker centre with chang cause we had to use the toilet really badly.
then waited for 855.

wednesday:
was darn tired today.
i dont know why either.
had stupid Lit CT.
we all were SO prepared to fail luh.
cause the teachers didnt finish all the chapters.
cause we kept changing teachers.
and mrng sucks lah.
he's like old and speaks so so softly.
his lessons feel so boring man.

Insyi had chickenpox so she was absent.
and yesterday i was sitting beside her when she found little lumps on her hands.
but i dont think i would get it again.
i remembered very clearly when i got it lah.
i was supposed to be flowergirl for my parents' church friend's wedding but i had chickenpox that day lah.
i was crying SO BADLY )):
that was like ard 6years old.

eng lesson.
split up into groups according to index.
discussed on NE presentation.
we're gonna use chocolates!
the topic is preserving racial&religious harmony!
last year my group did the song 'HOME'
but changed the lyrics.
it was darn funny.
goes something like this;
"This is home, truly
where my laksa waits for me.
and the otahs are so yummy...."
i forgot the rest of the song.
LOL.
yeah.
minimart with Gay then bus-ed home.

today:
chinese lesson.
learnt how to write gong han.
quite interesting(:
Lit, first lesson on poetry.
it was darn boring please.
i was falling asleep.
Music@ ITR for music composition.
mstan announced all the rules.
and we kept laughing throughout the lesson.
and Nana Chong is darn blur lah.
everything also HUH.

stayed back for eng remedial.
it felt very short cause we just did compre.
then went to canteen to eat.
then rushed to Cf.
ComPraise was quite a mess today.
maybe cause it's Isabella's first time being WL.
there was Announcements!
so exciting!
theres a Malacca mission trip in june!
SAJC life concert!
Sonic Edge, launching of their new album!
WHEEE!
not sure if i'm going for the mission trip but i wanna go.
and i'm going for the other 2!
YAY!:D

{ i was alone out there } 8:08 PM


Monday, March 19, 2007
>>>

friday:
stayed at home all day.
super boring please.
just ate & ate.
did some of my homework(:
and used the comp alot.
basically, just slacked the whole day.
called amanda&jan to discuss about tml's surprise(:
had many nice ideas and some lame ones too.
hahahah!

saturday:
woke up at 6am!!!!!!
OHMY. it felt like a school day.
went to school for worship seminar(cca).
had to go early to help out.
worship seminar lasted for about 6hrs.
i was super tired lah.
and i was like the photographer for today.
didnt really take many photos cause had no chance.
ohoh! Sonic Edge came.
they're a band from Church of Our Saviour.
Char& i bought their shirt!((:

rushed to clementi to meet jan&amanda.
while waiting for 165, i had to go to the ladies!
and the bus took like super long to come.
gahhh.
and they took super long to come lah.
i walked ard the whole clementi central lah.
passing all the shops.
finally they came and we bought vangard sheet for lanz & cake for caleb.

cabbed to serene's house.
saw the guys bbq-ing.
thanks guys!(:
without you people, we wouldnt have food to eat.
cause i cant start the fire.
LOL.
yeah then started drawing and signing the card.
then we surprised both of them!
it was nice right.
i think i like surprising people.
it's like SUPER FUN!
all the planning&ideas(:
then while eating the cake, i wipe some cream on amanda's face!
just like her birthday last year!
hahah.
then she chased after me and my slipper flew into the bushes.
LOL.
thanks to dansoh&keith for finding it.
and also ps cuixian.
it was darn funny lah.
cause she didnt find it and she felt so disappointed.
so, they pretended not to find it and put my slipper back into the bushes to let ps cuixian find it herself.
then amanda&i kept laughing&laughing!
then sang songs and kept teasing amanda.
and a few other people.
cause there were like 'couples' there.
Hahahah!
bus-ed back with lester.
reached home at 1125pm.

sunday:
woke up late!
so i missed cell.
then my parents fetched my to service.
worship was nice(:
i wore the Sonic Edge shirt!((:
it's socool cause it's BROWN!
but i still think RED is the Bomb!:D
sat with amanda and her cell.
went for lunch with my parents aft a long time.
cause they wanted to look for a table for my room.
in the end, there wasnt any nice ones so went home.

my brother's friends came over.
the Raz twins.
i think twins are cool luh.
i wanna have twins(:
HAHA. anyway,
we watched The Prestige!
it's like super cool&interesting.
then mummy cooked pasta.
then they went into our room.
wanted some songs so my bro transferred some to them.
talked for awhile then they went home at 10plus.

today:
back to school.
there was new timetable for term2.
i was like super sleepy for the 1st half of the day lah.
and like i forgot to bring pe shirt for the syf dance and also the prop.
i was like so dead.
but the teachers didnt scold(:
dance was quite okay lah.
the instructor was like in a bad mood lah.
and it's like all of a sudden lorh. (Pms).
went home then to beauty world with dad&bro.
wanted to buy uniform for my bro.
but there wasntthe right size for the shirt so just bought the pants and went home.

i've finished Math hw!(:
i feel guai!(:
haha.

{ i was alone out there } 10:53 PM


Thursday, March 15, 2007
>>>

wednesday:
science supplementary in 3N9.
i still had muscleache and it was killing me.
finally, i TOTALLY understood the topic:D
math remedial straight after.
started on the new exercise& did some sums.
then mrs kwok let us off 20mins early.
cause we were good girls :DD
island creamery w/ Chang,Ni,Gay,Dash,Anna&Pearl.
bought 2 scoops of ice cream w/ m&ms!
YUMMY!(:
then went home.
used comp for many hours.
then i was asking char about the science hw online.
then i was like so confused at first.
then after awhile i got it.
hahaha.
then i was like:'Eh, i'm like talking hw now!'
MYGOSH! LOL!
and i finished science & math!:DD
left chinese& IH.
wah. Ih is the WORST!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALEB !(:
the conference call was fun right.
i thought of the idea you know.
hahaha.
i'm so clever!(:
yeah.
anyways, you're 18 now.
uh what can you do,
you can buy beer,
take driving test,
watch M18 movies,
uh i cant think of any more.
hahah yeah.
hope this year will be filled with laughter&joy!

today:
met anna&hannah at my house bus stop.
took 855 to sentosa which is the last stop.
we stood for like 50mins.
then sat for the rest of the journey.
took the monorail which is freaking slow lah.
bought snacks from 7-11.
then went to palawan beach to suntan!(:
had only red tan after hours of sun-tanning.
so sad please.
i want brown! ):
oh and sallyoh came at like 4plus.
went to Superdog for dinner!:DDD
ohyeah! on the Superdog trays,
they teach you about HOTDOG ETIQUETTE:
Don't take more than 5 bites when eating a hotdog.
You shouldnt be using ketchup after the age of 18.
(on your hotdogs).
After eating your hotdog, any parts left on your fingers should be licked off and not washed away.
yeah.
there are lots more but i forgot.
yup then we popped in Candy Empire.
bought Maltesers!(:
train home with anna.

{ i was alone out there } 10:17 PM


Tuesday, March 13, 2007
>>>

monday:
serene for lunch w/ char,mavis,vanessa,arella&chang.
came earlier than that Charisse who was 15mins late.
then we were listening to her seriously LAME riddles.
it was SERIOUSLY DARN LAME PLEASE.
then, island creamery.
took manymany photos @Chang's blog.
alot candid ones plus nice ones too.
and i kept laughing ALOT.
so all my pics were like darn retarded.
hahahaha.
we printed 2 but had no time to paste it up.
ran back to school cause we were late.

SYF DANCE PRACTICE!
the steps are like so much nicer please.
and he used the High School Musical song.
much better than his weird cheena music.
the dance is like so much better.
and katherine&i kept catwalking ard our partners.
it was darn retarded.
and we were all doing the steps exaggeratedly.
and we were all super tired aft that.
hahahha!

today:
anna&i went to char's house to use her gym there.
i was like 1hr late.
hahaha.
ate lunch plus 4cans of coke(shared).
then down to the gym.
tried playing badminton first but the wind was too strong so we decided to just go to the gym straight away.
Char lost ONEcalorie using the treadmill!
LOL!
super funny please.
cause she kept switching it on and off.
my legs were like aching so badly today,
i couldnt even walk properly lah.
so painful especially down the steps.
&when i was talking to amanda on the phone,
Anna kept interrupting Lah.
so annoying but funny also.
hahaha!
bus-ed home with Anna.

How To Touch A Girl - Jojo

Mmm
I think I could like you
I already do
feelings can grow
but they can go away too
you're takin my hand
lookin into my eyes
don't be in a rush to get me tonight

feel somethin happenin
could this be a spark?
to satisfy me baby
gotta satisfy my heart

[chorus]
do you know how to touch a girl?
if you want me so much
first I have to know
are you thoughtful and kind?
do you care what's on my mind?
or am I just for show?
you'll go far in this world
if you know how to touch a girl

do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?
do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?

I think I could like you
but I keep holding back
cause I can't seem to tell
if you're fiction or fact
show me you can laugh
show me you can cry
show me who you really are
deep down inside

do you feel somethin happenin?
could this be for real?
I don't know right now but tonight we'll reveal

[chorus]
do you know how to touch a girl?
if you want me so much
first I have to know
are you thoughtful and kind?
do you care what's on my mind?
or am I just for show?
you'll go far in this world
if you know how to touch a girl

bring me some flowers
conversation for hours
to see if we really connect
and baby if we do, ooh
i'll be givin all my love to you

[chorus]
ohh, do you know how to touch a girl?
if you want me so much
first I have to know
are you thoughtful and kind?
do you care what's on my mind?
or am I just for show?
you'll go far in this world

if you know how to touch a girl
do you know how to touch,
know how to touch a girl?(yeah, yeah)
do you know how to touch,
know how to touch a girl?
you'll go far in this world
if you know how to touch a girl

i think this song is so SWEET!:D

{ i was alone out there } 10:49 PM


Thursday, March 08, 2007
>>> SPORTS DAY!!!!! :DDD

met gay&anna at yishun mrt station and i was early!(:
took train to clementi.
dash came on at choachukang.
we were supposed to change bus to clementi stadium.
but we didnt know where.
and we were like walking in circles.
hahaha.
so in the end, cabbed there.
also because we were late.

sports day today!
COOKE WAS THE FIRST&WON CHEERLEADING TOO!
YAY!
it's like our first time winning aft many years.
but Cheerleading wasnt surprising.
we were cheering so loudly,i couldnt even hear myself.
and it was super sunny so now theres a slight sunburn ard my nose area.
hahaha.

went out with gay,chang,anna,shini&dash.
dash treated us to movie @ vivo.
cause it's her birthday treat!
lunch@ Superdog!
the hotdogs were damn good!(:
i'm so gonna go back there again!
watched The Pursuit of Happyness.
quite nice and we thought we would cry but didnt.
cause it was THAT sad after all.
went up to the roof area.
there were small "pools" there.
so we decided to just go in cause it was very shallow.
but we all got wet.
some of us were DRENCHED too.
cause of SOME people.
quite pissed then cause i was all wet.
&i didnt want to get wet cause i stepped on something and it went through my skin.
i think it was like wood and it was super painful.
so i just sad in one corner to dry+emo-ed abit+trying to pluck out that thingy.
didnt really wanna talk to anyone aft that.
just kept quiet and continued walking.
although my feet was very pain.
chang&i went to Candy Empire.
we bought some sweets&chocolates!(:
went home aft that.

& i finally managed to take out that thingy.
it was super painful luh.
plus i'm like super scared of pain.
so yeah. just had to bear with it.
and it's quite amazing how something like that which is shorter than a cm, is so painful.

Not Ready To Make Nice-Dixie Chicks

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

I’m through with doubt
There’s nothing left for me to figure out
I’ve paid a price
And I’ll keep paying

[chorus]
I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and I don’t have time
to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do
what it is you think I should

I know you said
Can’t you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it

I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’
It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they’d write me a letter
Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over

[chorus X2]

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting

my blog song!:DDD

{ i was alone out there } 8:19 PM


Wednesday, March 07, 2007
>>>

Staind - So Far Away

this is my life
its not what it was before
all these feelings i've shared
and these are my dreams
that i'd never lived before
somebody shake me cause i
i must be sleeping

[chorus]
now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all the mistakes,
one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here
its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day
i can forgive
and i'm not ashamed
to be the person that i am today

these are my words
that i've never said before
i think i'm doing okay
and this is the smile
that i've never shown before

somebody shake me cause i
i must be sleeping

[chorus]

i'm so afraid of waking
please don't shake me
afraid of waking
please don't shake me

[chorus]

& it's still not okay. )):

{ i was alone out there } 8:32 PM

>>>

sunday:
cell at botanic gardens.
i woke up late!
so rushed down there.
took train to newton then cabbed there.
had games and while running, i stepped on mud!
EWWW!
so i decided to just take off my slippers.
wiped my feet later, of course.
we cabbed to church later.
sat with region during service.

lunch with phuisee.
didnt really eat much though.
auntie anne's pretzel+shared a yoshi bowl.
walked ard, trying to find a bag for her.
in the end,we couldnt find any nice ones.
went home soon after.

monday:
laoshi wasnt angry today(:
odelia's phone got confiscated cause it rang during eng lesson, how sad.
she'll have to wait till 1mth later.
mrskarentay came in for her 1st Lit lesson.
she managed to remember most of our names(:
Pro eh. haha.

i'm starting not to like the syf dance anymore.
it was nicer before they changed the steps.
now it sucks.
& his music sucks more.
like chinese rap?
ewwwww. gross.
& the steps arent even close to hiphop at all.
rarr. so pissed.

tuesday:
had tummyache in the morning.
& i had to go to the ladies during assembly.
house cheer practice for mass stretch.
we learnt this "song" for COOKE!
Together, forever & never to part,
together, forever with you.
& dnt you know i will move heaven and earth
to be together, forever with You!:D

mrstan was like bad mood today.
she punished those who never finish their test corrections by making them stay in class to do it 10 TIMES!
and scolded insyi.
made her copy the school values 40 TIMES.
cause she didnt pass up her book for many days.
i helped her copy some(:
she gave forms for MTP to some people.
Luckily i dont have(:
but she said she'll have to call some parents too.
and i think i'll be the one lorh.
cause i think i failed like 3 subs )):

cabbed back with gay&anna.
went to anna's house.
havent been there for a few months.
her sis cut her hair!
looks more like her mum now.
ate abit & slept for awhile.
haha. cause i was damn tired.

today:
Spotcheck!
luckily i cut my nails in the morning(:
so i didnt get caught.
P.e. Dance Assessment.
quite nervous but we did well!(:
YAY! GO 2E2!:D
bought cca skirt during recess.
it's FREAKING LONGGG please.
like 7 inches below my knee!
gonna alter it today.

quite sleepy during science.
but didnt doze off. haha.
Dots lesson.
split into grps and discussed on the project.
dash&i wanna be i/c! LOL.
cause we were like thinking of ideas.
and the rest were talking & being racist.
hahahah.
eng lesson passed quickly.
cause we were playing this game called Dimbats.
haha.
and our side won!(:
joey was like super blur lah.
cause she told pearl the answer after someone had alr answered.
and we were all laughing like mad.
hahahah!

bought chocolates from the minimart while waiting for the bus to come.
855 home with gay&anna.
Sports Day tml @ clementi stadium.
COOKE IS GONNA WIN FOR CHEERLEADING!
cause we rock!:D
& Go Chang!! must get at least 3rd!
& Dash, dont fall down again!
LOL.

{ i was alone out there } 5:23 PM


Saturday, March 03, 2007
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thursday:
char&joyce shared for devotion today.
it was about beauty.
quite interesting.
then stella(prefect): School Attention.
school: HUHHH??
stella: oh School please stand.
HAHAH.
but cannot blame her lah.
her first time what.

chinese lesson.
laoshi was really pissed off with our class cause some people never hand up hw cause dont know how to do.
and also when she asking us something then we would answer very softly.
then she just suddenly WALKED OUT!
like really walk out of the classroom
and didnt come back.
all of us were super shocked lah!

home econs practical exam.
erica and i thought we were gonna fail or something.
cause we didnt prepare well enough.
then when our dish was finally done,
we were so happy.
it was quite delicious but just abit too salty cause we put too much CHEESE.
we cooked our lovely baked pasta+honeydew juice.

stayed back for eng remedial+cf.
worship was not bad.
teaching was quite okay too.
yahui called all the leaders to stayback for awhile.
she talked to us about how our behaviour as a leader wasnt showing a really good example.
and told us that we had to change.
& jamie was the bouncer.
cause she was blocking people from getting out if they hadnt hand in the worship seminar form.
hahaha.

friday:
LEARNING JOURNEY!!!
my Whole school went to different places today and there were NO LESSONS!(:
i went to the Changi Chapel & Museum.
it was darn fun man.
& i kept telling char that her singapore river trip was lousy.
hahaha.
took alot of photos with the 2e2 grp.
it was GREAT!:D

macs with Nehzys+bevin+gayya&dash.
sat in 2 diff tables.
char,bevin& i were watching the nice 'show'.
a group of nanyang pri students.
a little guy who likes a girl.
it was really cute lorh.
and the guy was like SO MUCH shorter than her.
we left when they left.

char's house aft that.
while walking to the bus stop,
i saw a flattened frog!
it was gross luh.
and i almost stepped on it.
i was screaming please.
which also caused the other 2 to do so.
it was darn retarded luh.
hahaha.
and i thought i heard it croaking too.
super freaky can.

manymany funny + darn weird&embarassing stuff happened at char's house.
hahaha.
went home aft the sky turned dark.
and i was so scared i would see another flattened frog luh.
haha.

today:
camy training.
i was early today! YAY!
learnt about song dynamics.
lunch at pastamania with vern,sam,david,caleb&toh.
saw mavis,sally,iris&another girl.
hahah.
played pool with them.
then caleb left & lester came.
walked ard with toh&vern.
helped to look for a present for his friend.
and vern finally got the 'back to the future' game.
haha. like aft so many hours.
mrt home alone.

{ i was alone out there } 7:37 PM

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